Might start doing this more, I always have so many photos to share! This was my first time trying the Kodak Portra 400. I’ve been told this is a really fun film to shoot with, especially if you push it to 800 to get more contrasted photos. I’ve been told the color on this one is on point and replicates skin tones very accurately. I think Kodak is known for their highly saturated results and always beautiful greens/blues. I may push my film to 800 next round to see how that comes out!
05/09/2019 - 05/20/2019
Here’s a photo essay of the Istanbul and Cappadocia I explored in roughly 10 days. I went during Ramadan, thinking it would affect my trip in some way, shape or form (but it didn’t). It couldn’t have been more relaxed. I couldn’t have blended in more (I believe I could’ve been mistaken for Kazakh…). I learned a lot about Turkey’s recent political & economic scene and felt the anxiety from locals about their re-election at the end of June.
Egzi, a tattoo artist in Kadiköy, told me about the Gezi Park riots in 2013 (which I had no idea about) & the shift of bringing life from Taksim Square over to the Kadiköy area - now that’s a conversation I’ll never forget.
I will never forget the importance of the soccer (football) game on May 19, 2019, where the underdog neighborhood team won against the team funded by the government. The happiness Ekin’s boyfriend and all the new friends he made on our ferry back from Burgazada was beyond a sports fan-type happiness. This was the type one would think they’d only experience if they were watching the game in person. It was also a big screw you to the government, and the fact it happened on their Independence Day (Commemoration of Atatürk, Youth and Sports Day) was a double whammy. (Though Ekin’s boyfriend did bet on the game so he was incredibly elated to have won his bets as well). The city was on fire all night, horns honking and people cheering throughout the streets.
It’s not a trip for me unless I meet up with old friends and make new ones! I had such great conversations with the people I interacted with on this trip. For me, even if we only have the opportunity to hang out for X amount of days, I cherish those specific memories/they remain very vivid in my mind for a longer period of time.
Only when you set foot in Turkey and see it for yourself will you finally understand the fascination around cats in this country. I didn’t watch Kedi before going to Turkey and honestly, I think it was actually more beneficial for me to watch it after. I was able to pinpoint some locations and imagine myself back in the city, absorbing all the sights, sounds and smells it has to offer. But true to the documentary, I did see so, so, SO many cats. And even better, witnessing the kindness of people in the neighborhoods taking care of the returning cats made my heart swell ten sizes. I saw fearless cats watching people pass by, accepting any and all the stomach rubs and head scratches. I heard them meow for food and succeed in getting fed. I saw them laze on the couches in a hammam and befriend tourists in a hostel, being passed around from person to person. As I was walking on the streets of Istanbul with another traveler, she told me the best way to find friends is to carry cat food. She taught me how to feed cats without scaring them (although I don’t think cats in Turkey are scared of anything, if you were to ask me) and by the end of my run, I had grown used to seeing little heads pop up from every nook and cranny. That’s something I’ll miss seeing in Toronto.
WestJet had an airfare sale, so I managed to snag a flight for 50% off the usual round trip YYZ->LGA price! Coincidentally, it happened to be on the same weekend as last year - just a day less. And this was by far one of the more educational trips I’ve taken to New York City.
Hudson’s Yards… aka A Cash for Visa Contribution
…which I had no idea about. I was just overly excited to see the new development in this area, as I vaguely remembered how cool I thought it was that they created this highly visited community outdoor space in a historically industrial area. It reminded me of the Shoppes at Marina Bay Sands in Singapore, especially the exit area looking out towards the Vessel and the waters. Mehul and I explored the area and even saw an art exhibit at the Shed (photos below). But thanks to this article on City Lab explaining where some of the funding came from, it’s really just another nasty example of the rich getting richer and the poor getting poorer. EB-5 visa funds were ultimately used to finance an area for those who can afford it, rather than provide support to those who actually need it. This entire revelation leaves a sour taste in my mouth.
Jen and I went to see Blowin’ Up at Quad Cinemas on Sunday. It’s a documentary about a group of women who work in the criminal justice system changing the way women arrested for prostitution in New York are prosecuted. They provide alternative solutions for them, so it’s not just ending up behind bars. They understand that even though it might be a choice for some of them, for others (e.g., the illegal immigrants from China who don’t speak English and are forced to work in massage parlors), it’s not. The audience merely observes the day to day play out - there are barely any interviews, none of your usual lower thirds / medium close-up against a white wall sort of thing. We were also treated to a panel after the film, “Fosta-Sesta, One Year Later: How Has The Closing Of Backpage Affected Sex Workers? Conversation W/ Jillian Modzeleski (Brooklyn Defender Services), Melissa Broudo (SOAR), Giselle Marie (NYC Stripper Strike).” They were speaking on behalf of how this bill, FOSTA-SESTA, is making it more unsafe for sex workers today. I had never heard of FOSTA-SESTA, and I’m sure there’s both sides to the story (on top of curbing online sex work, including human trafficking/child sex trafficking, etc.). But the one in focus was about how giving sex workers a way to advertise and interact with clients online is much safer than if they were to do it on the streets. The panelists were saying how the numbers in regards to violence against sex workers have been on the rise since the bill was passed. Anyways, after this panel, Jen told me to check out the documentary “I am Jane Doe” to hear another perspective.
Bonus: The Service at Blue Note Jazz Club!
This was my first time at a jazz club in the city. They run like a well oiled machine, it’s thoroughly impressive. Mehul, Jiji and I got tickets to go see Phony Ppl play at their residency at Blue Note Jazz Club but due to the line outside at 12:15AM, we weren’t counting on getting inside. I nearly lost all hope, as the show was slated to start at 12:30AM. However, in the span of a couple minutes, they somehow ushered the entire line inside the club, seated us (even though we bought table tickets, the amount of people in front of us really felt like we were going to have to stand for the entire show) AND brought us drinks + our bills in a timely manner. It was incredible. No mess, no fuss. I really commend the service provided.
I visited Chicago from 08/10 to 08/13 because I missed my friends. I brought my Fujica STX-1N, f1.6 40mm along with Fuji 400H Pro film. Portraitures and food around the city seemed to be the common theme surrounding my photos!
PROS: Great timing because I managed to schedule the trip with Ivo so we could visit Daph as well. So not only did I see my Chicago friends, but also my Montreal pals too.
CONS: Austin wasn't there- he was put on a business trip after I bought my plane ticket.
Iceland is a magical place. I've been telling people that I don't really believe it exists because of how unconventional the country is. How is it that they live in total darkness for some months of the year? How is it that to this day, there still hasn't been 1 million Icelanders to roam the earth (alive/dead)? How is it that the weather/climate and environment is as random as drawing a card out of a shuffled deck, and how is it that 'busy' for Icelandic people means 15 cars on the highway!?
We traveled around Reykjavík, Snaefellsnes Peninsula, Southern Iceland and the Golden Circle. We stayed in the Hafnarfjordur and Strandakirkja area. I also dropped into a BJJ gym over in Keflavík. I met Gudmunder and David and learned new techniques with kimura grips.
I went with my friends Laura, Candice and Michael. We were there during the beginning of August, during 'high season' so everything was more expensive. But we managed to save money by cooking ourselves, to the point where we had trouble spending our remaining cash at the airport.
Everything was shot on the Fujica Stx-1N with Kodak 400 Portra and Fuji 400h Pro film, and a Canon 7D with a 24-105mm lens. Edited on Adobe Lightroom. It was hard to not immediately want to increase the contrast and vibrance on every single photo. Iceland had that kind of environment but I wasn’t trying to make everything resemble an epic fantasy movie with hints of Game of Thrones evilness.
I was backpacking around the Balkans for 2.5 weeks, from May 17th - June 3rd, 2018. I did a circuit from Bulgaria, Macedonia, Albania, Montenegro, Bosnia and Herzegovina, Serbia. Shot everything on a Fujica STX-1N with Kodak 200 and Kodak 400 Gold film, and a Sears 35rf rangefinder on Ilford 400 XP film. Everything was developed at Downtown Camera Toronto and slightly touched up on Adobe Lightroom. You can check out my photos here.
I created a photobook called "I was on the hunt for ćevapi" that includes most of my shots from the trip to explain my reasoning behind going to Eastern Europe.
I also did a lot of traveling BJJ - tried to drop into a gym for every country I visited. I met a lot of great people and learned that people really enjoyed no-gi and leg locks over there. And only submissions dictated a real win in competitions.